Thursday, March 7, 2013

Utero soup

I feel lonely. So lonely. I don't know why, I just feel alone. I feel like I can't be loved, like I won't be loved, because I am not enough and I can't, I just can't do anything.
So today I was late for school, when I got there it was late. So in my religious school we have this shit that every morning, before class we have 15 minutes of some religious talk. Anyway, I went to the bathroom before going to the class so the teacher could yell at me and I knew that if I was late one more time I would be suspended. When I went there, I found a girl of my class. She's nice, and cute, and she's just a sweetheart. She's always late, and now I know that when she's late (i.e. everyday) she hides in the bathroom until she knows a lot of people will be walking around the hallway so she doesn't looks like she's late. Anyway, we were there with like 6 girls and we were all late. I couldn't stop looking at her. I am sorry but she's just too pretty and lovely. She's all I want to be; she's all I wish I could love. Finally, when we heard the bell we ran out of the bathroom, she gave her backpack to her sister and went back to the bathroom when she saw that there was a teacher asking everyone if they were late. I don't really know why she didn't came with me. I was walking in the middle of the crowd and I just went to my classroom when the teacher wasn't looking at me.  It was easy. But another teacher who was there asked if I was always late and that I had to stop that. I survived. She came to the class later.
She's pretty, charming and I am not 
I have weird eyelashes and my friends are whores. 
I hate one of my friends, she's always trying to act like everything: she wants so be charming, badass, cool and hot but I think the way she acts to include all those things makes her look pathetic.
I am not your friend, not even your ugly friend. I can't talk to you and, in case you are not as dumb as you look like, you can't talk to me either. You're empty, just empty.
Maybe is her lack of brain what makes her skinny.

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