Last night I got so depressed without reasons that I was about to kill myself. I was lying on the floor, I could barely breathe, I was feeling a deep pain around my neck, back and an annoying and painful headache, probably because of my failed attempt for not to cry. With the blades in my hand, then on the floor in front of me, I had a big temptation to end it all. But I didn't, I put the blades inside their box again and then I went to sleep. I couldn't for about an hour, but then I got naked and I fell asleep.