I believe nothing can hurt me, because I've survived to myself twice.
I never noticed this before but orgasms feel like love. That's why it's so good. We all want love and an orgasm feels like it. It's horrible because you want more, you don't know what to do with love but you know you want to do something. So you stick your fingers deeper or you start to scream "faster and harder" because you want more love. Effy, love is good for many things. One of them is one's sanity. But oh well. Love goes somewhere we can't go so we don't know how to handle it. It's interesting how all the punishment of hell described in Dante's Divine Comedy is mostly related with physical pain. Physical pain is something from the body, the pain we understand the most and the pain we relate with the word "pain" faster. Also we express all this pain physically: tears; which makes pain even more physical, something that is just from the body. But when we die we leave here our bodies so the punishment in the inferno shouldn't be physical since this kind of physical pain no longer exists once the body isn't there. This leads to two possibilities: is either mental pain or a kind of pain humans can not understand. But the thing with the mental pain is that, even though we can't really be graphical about this kind of pain and that's exactly what makes it more relatable to one's soul, we know it is caused by chemical reactions in the brain and also caused by external factors so it could be something as biological as the physical pain. That only lefts one possibility, that the pain our souls might suffer in hell is actually a kind of suffering we don't feel in this earth, while we are in this body. Maybe it's a suffering we can find here but we just don't notice it because with the weight of our bodies and our brains and all the situations that surround us we just can't pay attention to that kind of pain that isn't immediately related to our bodies because all we know is our body and we even could ignore the mental suffering if it wasn't because it's created inside our bodies using chemicals from our bodies we can recognize. But this new unknown pain for the souls is something maybe people used to feel before when  they weren't so self-absorbed inside our own prisons of flesh and they were in more contact with their souls. However now we do not care a lot about our souls. No matter how try you hard, it's just not the same, not as easy as before, to be in contact with the non-physical part of you. Deeply in contact with it.