I wanna be sedated

I'm having anxiety for everything. It's hard to move my arms and fingers and my hands. I think I'm dying or I'm about to die. I hate this and myself. I feel high, and I didn't get high lately. I dreamed with zombies and I was shaking because it was scary to think about them. I'm scared about dying like this. I'm  afraid it won't stop or it will get worse. Please love me and help me.